on the border
Dear diary, July 28th, 07
Yesterday, my family and I went to lunch at the On The Border. My mom and I were going to paint my dresser and night stand black because my room is black and white, but we both got headaches so we didn’t. but today we are planning on painting them. I hope so because I need to get my room together. I was getting mad at lunch. I hate talking in less it was an interesting conversation or had a purpose but other than that I just don’t feel like talking. So I was getting angry with my mom and my sister. Even though they didn’t deserve it, I over reacted. But I dislike tortillas and I got some for lunch so I gave them to my sister and then she asked me if I wanted tortillas! To me that is pretty obvious that I didn’t want them if I gave them to her! Well it doesn’t matter I just don’t see the point of answering stupid questions if people already know the answer. Then I was getting mad at my mom because sometimes she doesn’t hear me or doesn’t hear exactly what I say so I find me repeating myself. But there was a lot going on so I can see why she didn’t hear me. I was over reacting and I know it. I take a lot of my anger out on my mom even if it is stupid but I always apologize because I know when I am wrong. I felt bad because I was in a bad mood and didn’t mean to be so mean. I figure it like this I have control over my attitude, actions, and feelings and I can either be a grumpy person or I can be a happy person and I choose to be happy. Well that was my day!




on July 30th, 2007 at 12:03 pm
I know it bugs you to have to repeat yourself, but I’m half deaf and half hard of hearing. I’m glad you can let it go though and not be mad all day. I totally understand getting annoyed at the smallest thing. I do that too. And we tend to take out our bad moods on the people we love the most.